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A girl by her own (3)

Rachel , is doing well. Her people around her love her a lot. Their eyes reveal many things .They fear,they hide, but at last they never wish anything from me just my polite words. We kids are seeds , grown and nourished with lots of different things sometimes sweetness , sometimes bitterness but most time with love. We forget that what we are , we are all cause of those old enough souls who dared to give birth to us. Truly speaking even I can't think to raise a child in my life, it's a damn risky and difficult thing to bring a new human being who can even make this world a better place or can even destroy it. Oh yeah I am the first case, my family raised me well into a fine little young lady , who is so much grateful for everything . Let's see Rachel now...! She is doing well , she challenged herself and found study is damn easy,  Life is damn unfair for someone who make themselves so,,,!!.... We regret a lot , be it your time killing skills or your stupid decisions those ...

A girl by her own (2)

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Sometimes, unpredictable things happen. They lead us, to different places, to different options and even different environments.  We fear change, so did the Rachel. But now she was in mid of intense foggy path, From where nothing in her life seems clear, she is stepping one by one as per her comfort and her capabilities. She was always naive, but this time she had something different, a will to be stronger, a will be the lioness. Few events were happening which were slowly leading to her rewarding days. She followed her inner voice and understood at correct time. She was misguided by her inner self, when she assumed a heartless creature to beat only for her. Life is busy, in midst of that busy, what you do and what you try to do defines how you are in reality. As nobody is too busy in life , for their priorities. Your life is a game, high tides and low tides are it's major part but one thing is definite, your most free time and your most harsh busy time reveals your true form , you...

A girl by her own (1)

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It was great time of winter, the lone girl was a little distressed with her own self, She wanted to run away , to never see anybody else again in the world, She was angry with everyone for not treating her like a princess  , As a kid she always wished to be treated special though everyone was always fascinated by her little talents she showed as she grew up. She was most strong among everyone,  she had different vibes, she was alone internally ever since her father death. She , Rachel is always the one who lived in her little world, all by herself and never ever followed any worldly thing which wanted to bound her. She is free like a bird in open sky,, She was rejected by her relatives for being too dependent for her own life career.  Soon then that was the time she realizes she was living a life full of misery. She was living in oceans of lies,, Her little world she prepared f9r herself started to shatter and scatter very soon,, Her confused path and confused decisions m...

Truth of lives

 1-Everything has a meaningful end !! We know this right then,, Why attach so much? Why you hold one emotion? Why it's hard to forgive them? Why it's hard to accept things? . . . . . We are entangled in 5 min dopamine pleasures and never wish to know and see reality. We are lost souls.... *Some are lazy and wish nothing ( no big change) *Some want instant happiness and die the same way *Some are corrupt due to own certain believes 2- We assume things We hear and read a lot of good stuff and unfortunately many of us are not capable to process that thing and end up thinking it in a wrong way. Our mindset is so limited due to our own education system we never wish to think out of box! For many of us , we read , but we are too lazy to apply it in our lives and certainly we live a rollercoaster life for years. 3-Our survival mechanism - We are build to be survived not to be happy,,, We feel hurt everytime we are rejected from a job by our boss , by our friends, by our neighbour caus...

Hear them all but decide your own.

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  Hear them all but decide your own !! No don't do that.... . . . . Today's world is double faced. If you think you hear them all and decide your own. You are being fooled. Focus on your input from whom you are getting your advices, Are they nullified ? Or ... They might be talking about their own benefit first while advising According to me advices from someone who is not close to you is best way. Cause they don't give a shit about your life. And they always speak truth. Finding truth in this world is difficult. Where everyone wanna scratch your body , scratch your soul to get maximum benefits. Only few dare to speak truth. And they are left alone...!! Cause they are not liked by double faced people And most of us are double faced. Aren't we ?? We cover ourselves with lies and always try to please others cause we fear losing people. We fear that we are not strong to survive alone. We fear being judged. Being truthful is not easy. But it's worth...,,, Cause it makes...