A girl by her own (3)

Rachel , is doing well. Her people around her love her a lot. Their eyes reveal many things .They fear,they hide, but at last they never wish anything from me just my polite words.

We kids are seeds , grown and nourished with lots of different things sometimes sweetness , sometimes bitterness but most time with love. We forget that what we are , we are all cause of those old enough souls who dared to give birth to us. Truly speaking even I can't think to raise a child in my life, it's a damn risky and difficult thing to bring a new human being who can even make this world a better place or can even destroy it.

Oh yeah I am the first case, my family raised me well into a fine little young lady , who is so much grateful for everything .

Let's see Rachel now...! She is doing well , she challenged herself and found study is damn easy, 

Life is damn unfair for someone who make themselves so,,,!!....

We regret a lot , be it your time killing skills or your stupid decisions those changed your life, these are inevitable. No matter how much you try to avoid them if they will happen, but it's up to you ,you choose you wanna cry over spilled milk or focus on what's left?.

We always choose don't we?,like right now you chose to read your hard typed blogs. You can choose to leave your loss, hahaha ! . Okay, let me tell you a secret don't tell anybody other let it change only your life,,,, I decide your life..!!! , oh yeah it's tough to digest okay let me prescribe you dome good digestive,  " You are what you see , read or hear...!!"

You think people never change according to environment, trust me they do, it's up to you , you like them or hate them? . Obviously we choose again !.  Losing people is hard if you had great memories together,  yeah some might be bit hype memories too, but it will hurt no matter what,,,,! . But you choose again you love yourself more or others?. If you love yourself you will choose wisely always. 

Making someone dependent on you is a crime, is unethical,  is immoral,  it's equivalent to killing that person slowly,  if you are a lover or their well wishes you will always try to make them grow, feel more confident, more lively ,not kill them or decay them. The world is full of those killers, your innocent eyes too stupid to identity such assholes but trust me always you have to learn otherwise you will always be someone with a broken soul. 

But although I am fortunate, for everyone I got in life,,,,, All my experiences were great with everyone. Everyone I loved , loved me back. No matter how rough, harsh and bad things and situation went , at the end everyone was still with me.

We have to pause when things seems not go fine and it's alright, a break for your wonderful self , for your own career is best thing you can ever do in life.

We must always heal ourselves whenever you are hurt by any injury or any experience you have to give space and leave behind all the small trigger which might affect your stability and then return back with full fledged energy with everything wonderful around but til then don't try to play with your victimized body cause it will only pain and and will make you feel a big blank space inside your head that consumes your energy and your soul from within.

You gonna miss things a lot but certainly its all worth once you realize you don't need to be dependent on others for anything as you yourself are a power source to lighten up every sad soul around you,  you will spread happiness and peace once you do it,,,

All the best Rachel 

-Sejal (Heer)




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